The Feeling of Regret

I feel so stupid for quitting band. Why did I even think of quitting?! You might be confused on what I am blabbing about, so let me tell you the whole story. I was walking back to my class, when I suddenly heard my former band class play. They were playing a happy song, but to me, it somewhat had that sad feeling into it. I'm a musical kind of person, so sometimes, I get really emotional when it comes to music. Anyways, I felt so regretful after listening to them play, and I wish that I could go back and just rip that resignation letter apart. Now, whenever I try to study playing my trombone (yes, I play the trombone, believe it or not), all those good memories comeback to me and that feeling of regret comes in.

My one tip is, be more mindful of your actions in the future. Even though you may say that you won't regret it, you might (or will) regret it somehow. The video below is by Norihiro Tsurue - Last Carnival, and it's like how I felt when I stopped to listen to my former band class. I actually found this instrumental when I  read a really sad fanfic based on this (well, the name is). 

Day 04-05

Day 04: There I go again procrastinating. I was supposed to finish an illustration of Newton's Law of Motion, but instead I complained about not being able to eat. Look how horrible it turned out, I didn't even get to color it.

Day 06: I am so unorganized. I finally decided to check my notebook for this upcoming notebook quiz and let's just say this is going to be a loong night. 

I need to make up my mind

I don't know if you notice but, I'm always editing something in this blog almost everyday. It's sorta weird if you think about it, but yet again, blogging is really fun. As you can see, I edited the some of the colors and updated some pages. My explanation is because the colors are hurting my eyes. I knew I should've chosen darker colors. I'm not a really huge fan of kawaii things, but I thought the colors were pretty so I chose it and I didn't want to make the blog look gothic or emo. Next month, I'm making a layout that's super simple and gray which in other words...boring.

Today, I was taking pictures (because I was bored) and I don't know why but, I always end up doing stupid things in front of the camera. I guess I'm just born weird.

I never knew that my webcam had this feature. Hahahas, this is my first time using it ^-^. Well, I'm finally able to do one-shot and drabble requests because I'm feeling bored. Feel free to request but please follow the rules because I don't like declining someone's request (it makes me feel guilty). I don't do smut because I don't know those kind of "things." 

I HATE SOPA AND PIPA!

Why is the government doing this to me us? The internet is like me life, love, and other stuff and you fools (the congress) are going to take it away? You must be out of your mind! I'm not really into politics, I actually hate it, but this is affecting me and some other people. THEY ARE GOING TO FREAKING CENSOR THE INTERNET! That means they will blackout tumblr, facebook, livejournal, probably twitter, wikipedia, most likely blogger, google, 4shared, megaupload, youtube, mediafire, and other copyright webistes. Bye-bye internet *sobs*. You must be thinking "what the hell is SOPA and PIPA?", well, SOPA stands for Stop Online Piracy Act while PIPA is PROTECT IP Act. Click here to read more.

I just hope this bill does not become into a law or I'm going to move out of U.S and live somewhere where we have internet rights (Canada...oooh yeahh~). Nah, just kidding, I actually don't know what to do.

I just want to say that if this fucked up bill gets passed, I really appreciate my affiliates, readers, anon readers, blogwalkers, and all of you *sobs*. I really appreciate that you would take your time and read my blog or accept my affiliation request. It really means the world to me. You guys are awesome! I'm may not be on hiatus right now though, but if this bill does get passed (like earlier), then I am going to be on hiatus even though I don't want to. It has been a pleasure blogging with you guys.                                                                            

Well, with that being said, on to downloading everything I love and want to keep before they blackout the internet (that means mass downloading woot woot!). There is still arguments about this, so there is a chance that they may not pass it down. But, in any case that I am going to be on hiatus, feel free to contact me in Neopets or Club Penguin. My username is Peachey521. Anyways, I made a twitter account today so I could start stalking some people. Follow me!

BRRRRR!

Gosh! Why must it be so cold freezing outside? I had to wait for 20 minutes outside since the bus was late and when I couldn't take it anymore, I marched straight back to my warm house. My face was soo red and my hands were numb that I had to do 40 jumping jacks just to make it go away. I guess I should listen to Ms. Katie from now on and start wearing gloves and a scarf. LESSON LEARNED! 

Well anyways, we had the exam today and remember my last post (look below), I was freaking out for no reason. The exam was very easy and I did get an expository prompt. Hooray! Since I was done before the time was up, I decided to write down the prompt I recieved in my notebook of randomness and post it up here. 

Think of the ways the money could be used in your community. Write a letter to the family who is donating the money. Explain how the money would be used for one large project or several smaller project.

That means no more writing two of my most hated forms of writing...expository and persuasive for the rest of the year! Another alone celebration Woohoo! Also, that means I can start doing requests for graphics, maybe layouts, one-shots, and drabbles. What a good day!

After I got my braces changed, we went to the mall and ate there. Although, there wasn't much people since most kids are still at school. I'm such a money waster because I didn't finish the ice cream and that was one expensive ice cream.

We also bought orange and sesame chicken. 잘먹었습니다! I got a new haircut afterwards. I still look the same though and you probably can't tell the difference.

Livejournal Is Confusing Me

Gosh, I don't what the eff I'm supposed to do! All these people posting stories (mostly yaoi) and having nice journals and many friends, I just don't know how to be like them. This was like when I started tumblr and Asianfanfics. I had no idea on how things went and after a few days or one week, I got used to how it works. But, Livejournal is soo much different and it confuses me. LJ keeps sending me messages on every little thing I do and the layouts confuses me. Also, there is too much yaoi stories that it's actually making me hate yaoi. I mean, I love yaoi and I enjoy it, but if there's a little too much then I kind of go where people aren't usually at (that means I go back to reading straight love boyxgirl). I guess I am just being impatient, which is one of the most horrible things internet has done to me. Well, I'm going to give Livejournal a chance maybe in a few months or so, I won't be as confused as right now. 

Procrastinating: It ain't funny

I feel like a retard for procrastinating and I think I need to change. Whenever I go to tumblr and see people bragging about procrastinating, I sorta laugh and I feel proud of being a procrastinator myself. But when I do procrastinate, who's laughing now? Obviously not me! 

Lately, I've been slacking off instead of doing my homework or practicing for an upcoming writing exam. I look like a mess because I would stay up until 1 or 2 AM just to finish something I should've done the day I got it. Now, I'm always sleeping in class, I have under eye bags, and I feel sick! To be honest with you, it's not a really good feeling at all.

Although procrastinating is a normal thing (because everybody does it), it is something that I should try to avoid because it is really destroying me. Yes, be very afraid, procrastinating will destroy the FADOODLES out of you. Other than that, I'm pretty proud of myself for worrying now while I'm still young than regretting it later when I actually step out there in the real world. So procrastinators out there, take this advice from a girl who almost failed her report card (I still got all A's though which I would say is a freaking miracle from the heavens), and stop procastinating because it ain't going to be funny if you had to go through it. Seriously, I'm not laughing about this and I'm actually feeling regretful.

Winter Break Is Over...NOO!

Gosh! Why does winter break have to end soon? *Sigh* I guess I go back to waiting outside for the bus while it's freezing cold. Wait, if it's freezing cold...then why can't it snow? Now that, I don't know the answer to. If it would only snow *sigh*. That's not the only sad part about going back to school though, when the bus dropped us off and I was listening to Paradise by Infinite and I didn't feel like turning off my iPod. I will miss you my oppas *sob*. Oh well, I miss school anyways.

 

As you can see my failed 안녕하세요, so I decided to write "I <3 SHINee" over it. Yeah, I fail like that >.<